Saturday, February 14, 2009

straight ahead and rest assured you can't be sure at all

So C is back living with Hairy Scary. This is hugely disappointing if not very surprising. Undoubtedly after the two weeks of stabilization was over and they tried to get her to stop using she went into withdrawal and ran away. Or was kicked out for breaking rules. Either way, it's disappointing. I wonder if Hairy Scary is going to pay for her funeral and eulogize her. "I loved her too much to encourage her to finish rehab. Three weeks without a blow job was all I could take."

It makes me sick.

He doesn't care about her at all.
He just cares about the fact that she can plump up his sagging self-esteem because she needs him to stay off the streets while no one else in the world needs him for anything. He's a big empty hole.

Little J is handling it well, though. I'm seeing strength in her that defies logic. She's amazing.


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It's weird watching old episodes of Three's Company and shows like that from the 70s and 80s before everyone had botox and collagen injections. They looked so much more human in those days.




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