A's paintings make me like him more which is interesting to me because I have found him hard to like at times, hard to stomach even. The fact that CC found things to love about him didn't help me to. When I bought his paintings at first it was out of love for her, not for his work, but now that the paintings are here in my house I can see something different. I can see waking by pale light, I see small bricks of ice and sunbursts and cliffs and people and water spray and shadows. And I see that there's more to A than I know, that he's not the same person I thought he was when I met him. Something's different but I do not know what it is. Is it me?



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